Prayer update

 I forgot to close the circle on the story, which started a few posts ago about the small prayer I composed with help from Google's AI. 

Prayer is very personal and, in most cases, entirely private. I do not plan to do this often, and this case has a background to it: You may wonder why an illustrator-artist who has been doing art for decades needs to pray for permission to keep doing art. 

This is the story: Since 2010, I have started doing more and more video production, so I have entirely abandoned serious art production. Since my career in video production has stalled a bit after COVID, I was left with not many choices, so I felt guilty under the eyes of heaven because art is a given talent, and neglecting it is kind of irresponsible so now that I'm trying art again I needed to get the feeling out of my chest and validate this new attempt. 

Also, I won't forsake video production as much as I did with art. When all is set in place, I will start doing videos about the art pieces I'm producing. However, as of now, I still lack the studio space, which I hope to get to start filming again, not just my hand, like in my works of art, but me talking, facing the camera, as part of the videos. 

While that took place, prayer was my way of getting help, validation, and intervention. The good news is I was answered. It happened "accidentally" the next day after saying and posting the prayer: As I jumped into my car in the morning, my phone connected to audio and started playing an audiobook about prayer as the subject. The first words that came out from the speakers were the exact answer to my mini prayer. 

In conclusion, I'm good to keep producing art. That's what I needed and got, and that's all I'm saying here.

Results: Not bad at all!

 I'm breathing easily because, in the end, the work turned out great in an unusual way. I took many steps to create the masking and apply the individual colors. 

Before masking and coloring, I had to apply three spray layers of the workable fixative. This step is crucial because if you apply a vinyl mask over graphite without a spray cover, it will come off and ruin the work. 

In the end, I grabbed a white colored pencil (not pastel) to highlight some details.

I'm nervous!

As mentioned in my previous post, the following two pieces will be fully completed with nothing but graphite. Since I also want the pencil texture to stand out clearly, I'm not using any Q-tips to spread the graphite. I want the pencil texture to show when applying the color layer with the airbrush. 

I'm nervous because penciling is a lot of work, and I wouldn't like to ruin it. To prevent that, I want to use the lightest possible color. I will use an airbrush to apply the alcohol markers' color layer. 

Before all that happens, I want to show you the current progress. Soon, this drawing will be coated with a colored layer: the hand with either yellow, orange, or red and the pear with green, both colors in the lightest possible tone.  

Supermarket picks

 My wife and I shopped at our local HEB for some stuff for the week, and I picked a few things from the produce section for my next artwork. 

These two incoming pieces will be colored in a more modern style: I will work both pieces with 0.5 mechanical pencils and then cut off a silhouette of the drawing with some transparent acrylic for color masking. I will then apply the color slightly offset over the penciled work to create a more poster-like illustration. 

The mask and color will be used separately for the fruit and the hand. Two airbrushed colors and graphite pencils will be used. I'm hoping this will come out great.

Sign Work

 This is a sign work, not an art piece. The name was blacked out for privacy. It's not an actual commission. It's a gift a family member will give to someone this holiday. 

I came up with this sign idea after thinking hard about something different and original. This type of sign can be placed in any hallway, home office, game room, or living room. It was made with an airbrush, markers, and a mechanical pencil. For this type of work, the stamp will be on the back.

Half Orange Finished Artwork

 I will show you how, by initially spreading the graphite, the drawing looks awfully flat. 

I'm an illustrator/artist, so I know from experience this step scares and disappoints many new artists. They think they are doing it wrong, but that is not the case. All you need to do is work in the shadows and add highlights, and the drawing will look more realistic.

Next Artwork

I no longer have other varieties of Keto fruits. All I have are strawberries or blueberries. Blueberries are not very interesting as an art subject, so I had to steal an orange from someone else at home to have something to keep producing art. I'm not eating the orange; it has too much sugar. Sorry, I'm making someone else eat it. 

Also, since I'm now facing an art subject problem, I'm considering changing the whole concept and experimenting with entirely abstract compositions. This happens to many artists; we keep exploring some ideas until we suddenly find new inspiration strings to pull.

On another note, I want to share this small prayer I co-wrote with Google's AI. I'm not shy about my beliefs; I'm being sincere and authentic.

I asked Google's AI to help me compose a brief prayer, asking God if the things I do daily are valuable to him. As I mentioned, I co-wrote the piece after AI gave me the surprising fundamentals.

"Heavenly Father, as I strive to live according to your will, please show me if the things I do daily hold value in your eyes. 

Do you like my artwork? 

I’m seeking your deliverance from my current isolation and approval to pursue art activities as a full-time occupation.

If you are holding another road and direction for me, or if you find my petition acceptable, please help me understand how to better align with your purpose.

In the name of Jesus, AMEN

        

Completed Strawberry Artwork

 I had to rethink the title for this piece, so I felt it was more appropriate to name it a "moment of pleasure." This artwork was made over pastel paper with a mechanical pencil, four brands of pastel pencils, Q-tips, and a Posca marker.

Bitten Strawberry Advance

 This weekend was busy with Thanksgiving, the wifey's BD, garage end-of-year cleaning, and trying to write the first pages of a new book after eleven years of inactivity. 

As you can see, my plate is full. That's why I'm looking to avoid any possible commitments. I can't split it in half. All those above are the stuff on the side plate; the main course is to continue retaking my artist-illustration-forgotten career.

Right now, I'm working on the bitten strawberry piece. I'm using Strathmore pastel paper and more than one pastel pencil brand. Of course, the 0.5 mechanical pencil and Q-tips. Here's what I've got so far.

Today is Thanksgiving Day

 We know it's common sense; being thankful should be an everyday thing. Start by saying we do not even need to remind ourselves of the reasons why establishing comparisons is not generally a good idea: It exposes us to becoming arrogant and entitled. Just be thankful. If you can find a good, solid reason for which to be specifically thankful is even better. 

Now, we must remember this day is not only of spiritual gratitude related to God as our provider; it's also directed at being thankful to other people who have extended a helping hand to us, those who have welcomed us and helped us in times of need. I have had, and my family has had, many instances in our lives when others have come to our help in difficult times. To these people, each one of them, to the ones I knew in person, and also to the ones I never knew but were behind actions that played in my favor, I am thankful and grateful for being the recipient of your disinterested kindness.